sickness

Assalammualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Its gonna be tired bila badan sakit. Tapi itulah Maha Baik nya Tuhan bagi kita sakit. Membuatkan seseorang hamba akan lebih mendekatiNya. But for yaya, so sad but thanks to Allah because remember me tentang kematian. Maybe soon or later boleh mati. Kematian sentiasa hampir. bila-bila masa sahaja. Yaya sakit kepala since semalam lagi, and tak dak selera makan sangat. Stomachache. Headache. Flu. Cough. But I'm still enjoying my life. Ate ice cream with my beloved friends. Oh Allah, berikan yaya kekuatan jika TSH datang lagi dalam hidup yaya. Yaya taknak jadi macam dulu. Go to hospital, nurse take my blood. Tunggu until one month got result, makan ubat. And every 6 month have medical check up dengan doktor. Yaya tak nak. Yaya dah tak sanggup keuar masuk hospital. Its bored. Tangan yaya akan sakit. Nurse ambil darah, tapi dia tak pandai ambil. Oh Allah please give me strength. Ummi, you know how yaya rasa sakitkan. Ummi dapat rasakan? Jika sampai masanya, yaya terima seadanya. Yaya sayang semua.